“There would be no new China without the Communist Party” . I’ve heard of this stating since I was a small kid. From so on. the Communist Party has left a deep and elephantine feeling on me. China makes great advancement under the leading of the Communist Party which has ever been the belief of China. I’ve been told that it would be a great award to be a party member. So now I am a party member and the Chinese belief becomes my echt belief. However. as turning up. I begin to inquire whether all the party members can see the Communist party as their belief all the clip and whether they are making the things the party member should make.

The reply is so defeated. The power of Chinese belief and the consciousness of Chinese people of back uping the belief are going weaker and weaker. China needs a house and strong advocator of the belief. Many people can set up the belief of going a party member. but they can’t follow their original belief all the life-time. Gradually they lose themselves in the orgy lives and they forget what they have said under the flag. Other people without party association are harder to see their ain belief clearly.

A state without definite belief is deplorable and atrocious because it can be easy destroyed by the outside rumour. Chinese dream of demand a power to keep the belief is the same as my dream. We are confronting the similar state of affairs. It is easy for me to put up a end. but I can’t carry out the end from get downing to stop. Sometimes the obstructions or the outside environment do me give up the end. I lack the doggedness. I lack the power to keep the end. I’ m a member of the Communist Party. but I’m non true of the name for the ground I’ve mentioned above.

After many old ages. I’ m afraid of going the sort of individual I disliked before. I’ m afraid of losing myself in the busy universe. I’ m afraid of forget all the dream and belief made when I was immature. I truly necessitate the power to assist me keep the belief. China is developing and I’ m turning. We all portion the same dream. China needs the citizens to rouse themselves and I need the self-awakening. The glamor of the surface must be really vulnerable. We should be tested by the clip. Merely keeping the belief all the clip can we travel further towards the success. Chinese dream is my dream. Hoping the dream comes true.